Life sucks!

I've been so upset lately, I've realized that life is too short to bring out the best of it. I wonder how it feels on the other side, how it feels when you're already dead. I think it's better to die, you can't feel anything in an endless sleep. Than to live a life that's killing you everyday, i feel like dying...the loneliness and pressure, it's killing me everyday. I had this question in my mind.. If God loves most those who suffer, then why can't I feel it? Isn't life the greatest gift from Him? People live, go to school, get a job, face life,and wait to die. I want to live with no worries...Sometimes i wish i was never been born at all. I guess i was destined to be stuck in this suck fest! I've tried so hard, to make people happy, to make them to like me... But i guess they don't value that at all. All my life, I always prioritized others life than mine. I hate my self for being so weak! I can't stand alone, I always depend on others and find someone to blame. I hate my self, I hate the way I am. Sometimes it made me think if love does really exist, cause if it do. The world won't look that bad after all. I know there are other people who has bigger problems than mine. I don't wanna take my own life cause I'm afraid. I pray that God would end my sufferings, in His own way. I just want my life to end...I'm so tired.

Last song syndrome: Pieces - Sum 41







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I tried to be perfect,

But nothing was worth it,

I don’t believe it makes me real.

I thought it’d be easy,

But no one believes me,

I meant all the things I said.

If you believe it’s in my soul,

I’d say all the words that I know,

Just to see if it would show,

That I'm trying to let you know,

That I’m better off on my own.

This place is so empty,

My thoughts are so tempting,

I don’t know how it got so bad.

Sometimes it’s so crazy,

that nothing can save me,

But it’s the only thing that I have.

If you believe it's in my soul,

I’d say all the words that I know,

Just to see if it would show,

That I'm trying to let you know,

That I'm better off on my own.

On my own...

I tried to be perfect,

It just wasn't worth it,

Nothing could ever be so wrong.

It’s hard to believe me,

It never gets easy,

I guess I knew that all along.

If you believe it’s in my soul,

I’d say all the words that I know,

Just to see if it would show,

That I'm trying to let you know,

That I’m better off on my own.