Monday, August 2, 2010

I'm back!

Yo! What is up?? It's been a long time since i hadn't write in my blog. Watch out for my latest posts soon, coz i will be taking care of it starting today!

here are some of my latest videos that i've post recently on youtube:






there's a lot more on my channel, kindly click the link below and subscribe...
HTTP://YOUTUBE.COM/JAMMARDHEE

Saturday, January 30, 2010

Wide Awake!

What a cold morning everyone! Good day! I just got home from the bar, and I still can't sleep yet. I'm playing Left 4 Dead 2. I'm craving for coffee right now. I've already finished 1 cup lately, while watching Child's Play 3 at the bar... Oh! I missed that movie. It's my favorite since I was little. Got me thinking because I have a bandmate before who just look like Chuckie, we also tagged him as Chuckie.

The streets are quite deserted this morning, there only few customers where Tez used to work. Funny thing is, Tez's partner at work...a gay person was very drunk! We were wondering if where he was because we didn't see him for hours since he and his gay friends drink a couple of rounds. We were wondering why the comfort room is lock. The bouncer ask me for the key because I was the one left in-charged since Tez was doing the dishes. He opened the door and found out, him sitting on the toilet bowl! Sleeping like a baby. The most disgusting part is he had his lips on the sink where the customers vomit! Damn.! I took some pictures, I'll upload it soon i get the chance.

Friday, January 29, 2010

The Feeling...

Hi guys! Just woke up. I have a terrible headache lately, but I'm better now... I already took my medicine.
I wasted another day of my life. This day is like a trash, got nothing to do. Plus this stupid head of mine hurts so badly. I slept the whole day since we don't have driving lessons. I went to a friend's house to fetch my guitar amplifier that's been stuck there for weeks. Oh God! I miss playing my guitar, since i got obsessed with my drums and the internet. It's really different now since I quit the band, things are so different. I feel my life so lonely, me and my friends don't used to hang out anymore. College is really different, got people expecting the best of you, depending on you. I guess this was just the start of being in the real life, you gotta be independent. I miss highschool! I miss being a little kid, when you can still turn and cry to your mum anytime you're hurt. Don't need anything, or wanting some things, just a piece of candy and a mum's attention and cuddle can already make you a happy. The only reason why I'm still holding on is the hope in me, me being with Tez...it already makes me happy. Sometimes I feel like I wanna burst out in rage, in tears, I want to scream and smash things up. I want to break away. Life is really stressing when there's a lot of pressure, from all the people around. I'm so lucky I have Tez, who makes me smile, keeps bugging me when I'm in my silent zone. *sigh __ what would I do in my life without her..?

Thursday, January 28, 2010

The Sweetest Sin

When I met her we are really the total opposite of each other. My childhood friend introduced her to me in the bar where she work as a cashier. At first she ignored me, she had a lone time with her herself... Later I've found out that she was pissed off by an old vendor who was attracted to her, I laugh it off because the guy was old...
She was a silent, serious type of person when I met her. She was not that attractive but I got her number anyway.
Few weeks past since we met, me and my ex-girlfriend broke up due to the third-party issues because she had a bigtime sugar daddy. I broke up with her through text.
I was with her in the bar when that happened, I told her I broke up with my girlfriend and then i smiled. She smiled back and didn't said a word. I cracked a joke about her being my girlfriend. She smiled, feelin' humiliated. She was feelin' shy about me in the first place til i found out from my childhood friend that this girl was attracted about me. My friend suggested me to court Tez because she was concern that i might be depressed with the break-up thing, and Tez doesn't have boyfriend for years(afraid of being heart broken). I just smiled and stared away Next thing I did for the first time, I keep texting Tez, asking her where she was and i keep on following her around. Until i have finally said the words, she's feelin' uneasy at first but finally gave in. I was just playing at her because we're not compatible... She's 4 years older than me, she's mature and responsible, and I am not. Weeks passed, i tried to ignore her, i ignored her texts. i didn't text her for a week. My friend came to me asking what's wrong, Tez is worried why I couldn't make it up to her. That evening, I finally showed up at her working place. I greeted her, she smiled at me, something like a sad smile. Then I started to explain and everything fall into place.
I said to myself, maybe she's the one I've been waiting for, a mature, decent girl. She didn't prove me wrong, our love was amazing. First time in my life, she made me feel how was it like to be loved. She's like a mother, a friend and a wife to me. Even now we've been together for almost 2 years now, Even if we have to much fighting and problems. Still I see her sincerity, the only girl who loved and accepted me for who and what I am...


Tez and I =)

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Lady Gaga Acapella Medley Multitrack (Just Dance, Poker Face, Chillin, & Paparazzi)

No! I'm not a Lady Gaga fan but this is awesome! Cool acapella version!




Download mp3 here: http://usershare.net/kpeihwjjtgmu

Meth = Hell



What more typical drug that can eat you alive?
I discovered Methamphetamine on Youtube. Street names are Speed, Crank, Chalk, Crystal, Fire, Glass, Ice, Tweak, Uppers, Yaba or simply called as Meth. It is the mother of all drugs. It's more powerful, makes you do things you've never done when your normal. It is cheaper and easy to cook with the ingredients of over-the-counter drugs and other chemicals. Police reports of Meth lab accidents...it can be cooked at the basement but very dangerous cause of hazardous chemicals.

Impact of Meth are tooth decay and degeneration of the gums, also called as meth mouth.

Other side effects of Meth increases blood pressure that result heart failure and stroke.. Paranoia, affects the users thinking and outburst of extreme behavior. Not only the user can be affected but also the people around him/her. Most Meth victim experienced the feeling that bugs crawling beneath their skin, so they go tearin' their skin up resulting to scratches and wounds, other thinks there's someone after them, seeing shadows that wants to kill 'em. Their brain don't function normally. They don't sleep for days and still have the energy to work. Many police cases of Meth users commit suicide. Others die accidentally due to the malfunction of the brain. Some people use Meth for boost of energy for their work, girls are attracted to use to loose weight, others are just influenced by friends and wanted just fit in. For what reason you could be addicted, it'll follow a sudden depression.

You can be addicted in just one try. It's not only life you'll lose, also your home, family and friends.

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I'm Having A Free Drum Lessons!

Hurray.! I finally have the chance to improve my drumming skills. An acquaintance of mine, Ken. He was a skilled drummer who currently teaches drums in Davao city, he also play in a band before but quit to concentrate at his job at Kalye Uno Bar as a manager. We unexpectedly met again at one of the music studio(my neighbor actually) just a few houses from home. I invited him to come over cause i need my kit to be tuned. So he show off a little of his drumming, and taught me 2 drum exercises for me to practice. He volunteer to be my drum coach. Appointment was ready to set if he have a free time.

I'm currently studying some drum techniques on Youtube:

http://www.youtube.com/user/vansdrumming

Wish me luck guys!